f+++ing you, bloody h+++,b++++
i am going through such a hard time man. eventhough i just came back from holiday.....
dunno how to finish the f+++ing filming. idk
and him. i don't like u anymore and stop acting like avoiding me. and so what u are not in a good mood? don't think i once like u before then i can tolerate u. i am so lucky that u reject me.
can i just don't go home? jane show me attitude, mum nagging bout how dad use money to bribe me to stand at his side.
stop showing me ur attitude. i know u are reading this blog. stop showing me that face when i tell u to do ur work. it is for ur sake. if u aren't my sis i won't even care bout u.
stop ur nonsenses.i'm choosing dad because he understand me more than u. he CARE BOUT HOW I FEEL IF U DIVORCE. u only care bout urself. u want divorce right? GO AHEAD! don't pull me into it. i've being suffering since p4. i want the divorce more than u. u say settle all on court right? fine. and stop nagging.

sorry guys...i use so much vulgarities. i am really in a very bad mood.

so lets talk 'bout my holiday at genting. i spent 1oo++rm. wow. i bought damn lot things. it was damn cold. and i went at the wrong time. all were kids. not a single hunk. very down. so was shopping and running around. took a lot of photos but mostly on ME. very zi lian,k.

anyway this song is for all who were going through a hard time now...like yu long,lester.
+我要的世界+
远方天空
云层遮盖了前往方向
迷失在黑暗之中
天使问我
手中紧握不放的是什么
我说寻找梦想的灯火
有时我会失去力量
再艰难的旅途也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
人生会有
疲惫想放弃的时候
看不清路的尽头
天使身后
太阳叫醒希望的翅膀
那是 未来伸出的双手
失去过相信的力量
再艰难的旅途也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后

that totally is my feeling. all i have is courage and dreams. which supports me until now,and i need them even more in the future. i dunno what the future holds for me but i will,i will walk to the end.

hahaha,i so random. btw this is JIAQI' 9:30 PM