if life is only this simple

this is angela ng jia qi and her birthday is 20/10/95.typical libra. i can be simple, i can be complicated. i can be optimistic, i can be pessimistic. i am random, hyper, easygoing. i love my family, friends, music, classmates, bandmates, white chocolate and u who are reading this blog. i currently hate nothing except lor mee and vegetable.

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Monday, April 20, 2009

to him:

do u still remember the 1st time we meet? i don't think so.lol. the first day of school.
i stand infront of the fan, you had said a lot of things,but the buzzing sound of fan drown ur voice. i can only make out of a few words: how about a l****, a date? u were making funny faces n i thought u were joking with me. if u were,stop reading or treat this as a joke.
i had seen so much people playing with the words i love u, n they treat it like a true or dare game. i dunno if u were playing a game like that that time, but no matter what, stop here.
when i went back home, i thought this matter over and over again. i thought of ur face, ur back, how u talk to me,n how angry(or wat)u was when i say no. then i realise, one must lost something before realising its value. maybe i should say 'yes' that time(n i might make a fool of myself if u r playing a game). i had been so crazy in love with u. but it was just like butterfly,so pretty yet doesn't last long. it was only today that i realise i had been living in a dream: u walk pass me n i know that u got see me, i smile at u n u just look away. maybe i hurt u so much that time because i was laughing at ur face when doing 'confession'(if it is real) or u had never 'love' me before.
if this is real,u really like me n still do: i'm sorry that i didn't hear u clearly. i love u
if this is a game: good bye.
u maybe laughing at my post n thought how foolish i am to believe in wat u say, or u maybe feeling sad for me or even u urself
no matter wat,i will still remember how i had been so foolishly in love with u

hahaha,i so random. btw this is JIAQI' 6:57 PM