Psss.......i love you

2010-05-14T23:46:00.002+08:00

just come up here as i remembered adrielle telling me to update it. actually i had already change to tumblr le, but nevermind.

just read the previous posts and realise the changes in me. "i've change so much." is currently my fav phrase.
i've become so different, and i don't know how to react to this.

just hope that i can still cling on the beliefs that have been with me since young

2010-01-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

arrrggg. i woke up realising that i got band performance today. then called everyone one but no one picked up the phone. so called mr tang. SORRY GUYS FOR BEING LATE, SND THANKS FOR BEING UNDERSTANDING:). then amanda did something really funny during "moon represent my heart" and i was trying very hard to suppress my laughter and she kept turning back. then carry the instruments. and then take lrt with amanda,xin yu, ellabelle,alicia. then xin yu damn sad sia, so emo. then called cherie and we were laughing and laughing because something funny happened 3years ago. we damn crazy lor. haha

2010-01-29T22:33:00.002+08:00

my mood was like UP and DOWN these few days. first was like laughing like mad in class, i'm looking more and more like a mad woman. seriously, ppls sitting around me are damn funny. like elena, zhafririn(i dunt know how to spell his name), yao kun, jerrick, "mr tong" xiaver and nicole. i love 3E1 man. WOOT! hehe,damn hyper. then today's net ball i was basically crazy. i was the goal attacker and was like running like mad, jumping and jumping. then my whole face turned red. then the usual thing: "jiaqi, ur face damn red leh." and i was sweating and sweating. then happy to say, i survived 3 tests today, weeeeeeee. then during CME is funny + sad. because yao kun was rather sad bout his chem so we let him choose the character he want first. then he choose the lead. actually he was joking de lor but then we all made him to be the lead. then tian wei say he be the dead grandmother. haha, he was like looking up, talking when he is suppose to be dead. then i was like cracking jokes and laugh and laugh then elena and nicole also cant stop laughing. then band was like so tiring but funny. cause jun liang was like keep on dancing and me and hui bin cant stop laughing. then played the solo part of moon represent my heart and i screw it up. played a few wrong notes. i was damn nervous and ppl were like looking at me and i dun have any score with me. i just play base on memory. arg. then carry instruments to hall and take lrt home with xin yu. we talk bout many random things sia. then dad cm back home with MINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-27T19:04:00.002+08:00

hi hi hi hi. long time never blog le. so sian. sku life have been ok for me, except for loads of homework. hehe,everyone is complaining bout that. i am always in between of enjoying the works and hating it at the same time. sad to say again, i fail my amath quiz AGAIN. ok, i must really work hard to overcome the phobia of math test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my body ache all over.....because i was sitting down doing homework all the time.....i think i cant fulfill the new yr resolution of exercising everyday:( then ate lunch with amanda yesterday and with elena today. my this week's allowance is RUNNING OUT FAST!!!!!!!! argggg, cause my dad is oversea and i forgot to ask for more money:( going to dig into my saving soon...and it only have 10bucks...cause i spent it all on clothes:( i'm so poor... and many ppl haven return me my money yet!!!!! u should know who u are. hehe.
my body ache all over.............

2010-01-06T20:23:00.002+08:00

lonnngggggggg time never blog le. haiz, lately very busy. rushing holiday hw. the EL one. arggg, i didnt know that we cant take photos from engrish.com and more than half of my presentation are from engrish! die....... now having flu... getting weaker and weaker since i went to secondary school....i didnt fall sick this easily when i was in primary school lor. haiz. just now was trying to calm mself down. i am SUPER AFRAID OF DRINKING MEDICINE. and everyone in the family was laughing at me. i was like :" hey you all dont look lah. i now very nervous. shit. omg. omg. omg." really. ok i may seems childish but it is true lah. then got a lot of PILLS to take. OMG OMG. anyway guys, i will nt be in school tomorrow, which is 7th jan. take care of yourselves and drink more water if you do not want to fall sick!

2009-12-25T10:43:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

2009-12-24T13:08:00.004+08:00

nothing to post. so upload genting's photos.

Ripley's believe it or not

cousin binin ktv

2009-12-23T14:41:00.001+08:00

this is the first time i feel that i am so sensitive...and i think nobody cares bout it.

2009-12-20T13:50:00.004+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!!!! I AM BACK!!!! WEEEEEE!!!!!!!! haha, back from malaysia^-^ soooo this will be a looonnngggg post. do anyone mind?? anyway, i am going to write le hor.
14thdec- morning sleep at cousin bin and his family's room. then went to eat at yun hua gong. wow, very high class leh. but then hor, i saw the adv outside. it says the dian xin rang from 3RM onward. sound cheap right? but actually only ONE dish there is 3RM, the rest all 9RM. then we got our room and moved there. then afternoon rest. at night went to take photos and to the Ripley's believe it or not. it was fun. if u got go genting must visit it. then there is this funny path where u will get giddy if u open ur eyes and try to walk straight. actually is the eye effect which make u giddy lah.
15thdec-went ktv with cousin bin. then sing sing sing. then say good bye to cousin bin and his family. then went back to room to sleep sleep sleep. then shop shop shop.
yea, the rest of the journey is boring as theme park got many people, then nothing to do except for taking photos. ok ok, i admit i am zi lian.
p.s. saw a lot of ribbon hairclips~ wanted to buy a lot back but very exp.
p.s.s. thankyou 2nd uncle for treating us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s.s.s. photos at face book.

2009-12-10T10:58:00.002+08:00

links are put up. SORRY FOR THOSE I DIDNT LINK!!!!!! it does not mean i dont like u, just i am lazy. ARHHHH, call me lazy pig or whatever u want.

weee...yesterday went out with xin ying jie jie to shop till 10.45pm. bought the dress to wear on miss neo wedding. seriously i dont really dare to wear-it is quite revealing. anyway i like the dress a lot and it is bought..so i'll wear. just dont laugh at me hor. the belt is a bit too loose to have to grow fatter so that it will not drop. then bought earrings. havent buy the shoes yet. then have to go there again. had dinner at fish & co. had so much fun yesterday.

nothing to say. haha

2009-12-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

i change the blogskin! this is so colourful man. links will be up soon.

2009-12-06T14:41:00.002+08:00

SO BORED!!!! nothing to do. going to turn into a lazy pig le......haiz. maybe going to change my blogskin soon. haiz, i got $42 at first. $20 used to buy miss neo's wedding present and middles havent pay me back. then $2 used to buy snack. hehe. then only left $20!!!!!!! shit, going shopping with elena 2moro and i only have $20...T-T haiz..........HAIZ. and i mistaken one person for my friend. SO EMBARRASSING MAN. and for this friend, i had lost contact of him for bout 2yrs? haiz. he share the same name as elena, JELLY FISH. hahaha, we all called him jelly fish last time lor. yesterday look at some old photos. haiz. P6 one. all my tution friends and classmates. like yi xuan, amanda, Rebbecca, benjamin, xiao xuan, li min, wen hui, cai yun, alicia and loads more.. and not much pp really return to CVPS....

2009-12-04T16:09:00.005+08:00

WEEEEEEE!!!!!! haha, i am hyper everyday. yesterday cant sleep then listen to YES933. wa then i was like keep on calling the station,hope that i can dian ge. tried for 2 nights also cannot. haiz. then today went to collect contact lens. then later went to compasspoint to buy presents for miss neo. met renyi and tyrone there. they were like joking and laughing and making fun of ME. wa lao, i swear i'll never go out with them lor. ok, is not going out when there is only 2 of them.
waiting for monday to come. then can go shopping with elena. WEEEEE!!!!!

decided to give up waiting
雨爱,说谎,看见什么吃什么,感同身受,爱疯头 all very NICE!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-02T18:13:00.002+08:00

<雨爱>
窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停让想念继续
让爱变透明我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love
窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽
冷冷的空气很窒息
我无法呼吸一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息

2009-12-02T12:21:00.002+08:00

hello guys, i am up here again. WEEEEEEE!!!!!!! going oversea on 13dec to 19 dec!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea,genting again. so wat? haiz, cant believe a loved one can say that we are poor thats why. and the problem is, their daughters had GROWN UP, got JOBS, EARNS moneys. of cos they can go anywhere they want. but i AM NOT ADULT, i DUN HAVE JOB. of cos no money lah. what is wrong with going genting? i means it is a blessing when u can go oversea. some of my friends didnt even had that chance. so why should i care where i go. after it is NOT in s'pore can liao. haiz, heartbroken. anyway I STILL LOOK FORWARD TO IT!!!!!!!!!! who care wat they say. it will only make me work harder. so wat if they were from girl skus. next time i grow up i'll bring my family to wherever they want. u wait.
yesterday chat with someone till 1am. haiz. I CANT SLEEP!!!!! that is the problem with holiday. u can sleep all u want in the morning and end up cant sleep at night.
ALGEBRA FLOATING~
that feeling is back. finally, after that incidence. GOOD.

2009-12-01T12:56:00.003+08:00

hello:) was back to post on yesterday 2E1 outing. it was great. we watch 2012. i was like so nervous watching and hillary and renyi was laughing almost all the way through the movie. then they pointed at one of the tsunami scene and said: "wild wild wet" -.- *the movie was treated by MR TEO!! AGAIN!!* then we ate ice-cream. treated by mr teo again. trying to take a lot of pictures. then on our way back to sengkang, hillary,renyi and me was like trying to irritate tyrone cause he was reading his chem txbk. then he was like trying to prevent us from touching his book. haha, had a fun time.

i really think that holiday was not suitable for me. i was like so bored at home. then i did algebra excersises. was like now my brain is FILLED with algebra. ALGEBRA was floating in my head..haha then was keep on reminding me to COMPLETE that song. and i totally forgot. haiz...... and was woken up by a call again today. ARHHHHHH!!!!!

2009-11-15T11:49:00.005+08:00

this blogger got something wrong with it man.
today went back to sku to buy books. then saw miss neo on the way back. was like OMG, hi. was seriously dunno how to react. then very gang ga atmosphere between me n dad and miss neo0.0 then we were like talk very little. lolz. then later went library to borrow books. today was like spending the day reading. eyes now damn tired. haha,better than stare at space to pass time.
wa today look at A-math tb. turn over the page, ALGEBRA. OMG*fainted* OMG OMG. nevermind, i will force myself to LOVE u, algebra, HEHEHEHE.

2009-11-15T11:49:00.003+08:00

HELLO~!! was back from the 4D3N band camp. now running fever(because of afternoon de rain) and diarrhoea(the weather lor).
1st day, 17nov.
we check in at 2pm. then band training from 3pm to 5.30pm. then we shower. waa,each person only got 8mins to shower leh. but then i always shower very fast so it wasn't a problem to me. then we eat dinner. waa the food is like soo nice,better than eating at kou fu. but then have to eat vege. eee,haha. then train again from 7.30pm to 9.30pm. then we played games. it was like soo funny. cause got some games that require pp to remember the group members' names like whacko. then got junior cant remember. then he was like turning around and around,cause he dunno who is who. then the winners of a game have to dance the sunshine song. then yan hong dance like so funny. shake his butt. then he did another with xin fei and everyone was like woo. haha. then we wash up and sleep at 12++am. i was like cant sleep lor. i think i fall alsleep at 1am.
2nd day,18nov.
we wash up and do the morning PT. it was a small part from the marching lah. then we had breakfast. then training.lunch we eat at kou fu. then training again then dodge ball. i was like hidding and hitting at the same time. then i hit vivien,haha,i own u. then started to rain. then cant play. then later go for the amazing trail. it was very funny and fun,other than the 'holy water' and the smelly noodle and the poking. hahaha. then we shower and ate dinner. then training and then the 'don't forget the lyrics'. got a lot familiar songs that we played before. like ma ma mia and you cant hurry love, and also love story. then yan hong did the dance again. then we celebrate bryan,xu ying,shawn and yanying's birthday. then we 1am then sleep.
*half way through training received sms from renyi that I GET INTO 3E1!!!
3rd day,19nov.
we are allowed to wake up late that day so WEEE!!! haha,then breakfast,training,lunch,training. then we played ' the game of plates' haha, my group was the first!! WEEE!!!. the we shower and then dinner.then when we go back to our room right,i was like so bored until i go irritate the pp. i was like imitating the hui ci and everyone laugh like siao. then i change the lyric of super junior's song to 'shi xian song' and we were like keep on singing and shi xian was like so irritated. haha. then percussion came the second for the ensemble competition. WEE!!! then we watch 'spirited away'. i got read before the introduction of this movie by a magazine before. it was a nice one.
* mr teo suddenly *pop up* during training to talk to me. he told me that he was very happy and want me to work hard to show the school that i can do it, dot dot dot.
4th day,20nov.
we went to JK(phss pp should know that, jalan kayu) to have breakfast. then we got training. then mr teo's speech. then presentation of prizes. group 3 got first. WEEE!!!! then went home. i was like half drench though i brought umbrella. and my bags all wet lor.

i really enjoyed the camp and many thanks towards the people who planned this camp:)

2009-11-15T11:49:00.002+08:00

WEEEEEE!!!!!!! going to west wind concert later!!! going to see my teachers performing!! WEEE!! haha,so hyper.
today very sian sia. 7am got people calling me to ask weird qns. "hello, ng jia qi u wake up le mah? u got go to Michelle's party?" "what lah,i got camp lah." i was like so rude sia. haha. then later sms her that i'm sorry. lolz. later have to meet at 3pm. haiz. today woke up damn early lor. haha. nothing to say. lately too lazy to blog.
bye people!

2009-11-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

i finally wear contact lens. feel so weird now. going to wear it for 3days, while waiting for my spec to be ready. today i went to check my eyes. then the doc say my right eye has worsen. now 450 le...so sad:( . then she went on talking bout wearing contact lens as back up. i spent bout 10min learning how to wear and take out. i was like trying to put then lens in and my eye keep on blinking. so difficult sia. then take out even worse. my fingers can pinch the len but cannot pull it out. after a few tries then finally can do it. haiz,i prefer my old spec....but now it is with the doc.... dont expect me to look great in my contact lens. my face is big and round and last time at least got my spec to cover it. now, i look so weird sia... haha,maybe i'll get a new hair style to hide my face.

2009-11-10T20:46:00.002+08:00

hi~~~ i was so lazy lately so never post. haha,cause holiday wat. so...the usual thing. sleep very late, woke up at noon, eat a lot, move little. omg,i'm turning into a pig....am going to force myself to complete the song"lavender love". the chorus haven't complete. so lazy lately...then basically nothing much to do. nothing much to watch on tv. SIANZ LAH. but then if i say very sianz tyrone will say go study lah, just like on msn and on yulong blog. haha,yulong was very sain so he post it on his blog. then tyrone saw it , he tagged him to go study now. haiz, so sian....
then yesterday went out with vivien. we go plaza sing(haha,again). then we spend less than $5 per person, cause we were busy talking and forget to look around for nice things, haha. then was still trying to get the soft toy in the arcade. haiz still cannot. one day i will get it. soft toy,u wait, one day i will catch u,muahahaha. haha,sound so evil. but i will find someday to go there and try my luck. haha.

2009-11-07T14:51:00.003+08:00

hello guys~ i have recover~ dun worry le, okay?~ many many thanks to the middles and seniors who sms me or msn me to cheer up:) i am really grateful:) big thanks to zm,who surprisingly sms me to tell me to look on the bright side, elena,hillary,amanda who called me,tyrone,who keep telling me to appeal and help me until 12am last night and many many many more. haha, thanks a lot for u all's concern and i will stay strong and face the fate no matter what the result is. because this is NG JIA QI!!!!!!!!

this failure is a great blow to me and i'll always remember it as a lesson learn.

2009-11-06T18:40:00.001+08:00

when i need u, u weren't there. maybe is just because u don't know how i feel.

2009-11-06T16:04:00.002+08:00

mood: super super sad
class: 3E2, 2B

i'm now really really sad. almost all the middles are in 3E1...and i pin so high hope for 3E1. it is all because of MATH. that stupid thing. my eng,chinese,sci all are ok and even better than some pp. yet, my math pull me down. i guess, no matter how much effort i put in math is just useless. i am even ready to do anything to get good grades for math...i am ready for appealing. i really hope i can get into 3E1. i will do any thing to pull up my math results...and somemore got the higher chinese....
now, lets look at the bright side, which i always do. being in 3E2 is better as i will not be so stress. maybe i will even score better than being in 3E1.
i am really......regret. i should go for math tution and do 3 books instead of 2.

2009-11-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

today is one of the best days in my life!!!!! lets start with my morning.
i was like so nervous. cause i've ask mr teo whether i can go on the sci trip or not, and he did not reply. then decide to find him in school. take lrt with grace and elena. was like so crazy and joke a lot. was like so relieve when i saw miss lee in school. then i called mr tang and finally, i can go for the sci trip and somemore band in the afternoon! think, sci trip + band,wonderful!!!! then saw the middles in the canteen. then mr tan came top scold the people in canteen for making so much noise-.- then on the bus yu long was like so purposely lor. his legs so long until can kick mine. then the tyrone keep doing the auntie lucy head. eww. haha. had a funny lesson on light. the teacher damn childish. haha. then we somehow got lost with tyrone and lester. we walk around, touch the things, take pictures. then i was like keep on screaming,half is pp trying to scare me and half is i dunno how, scare myself. and i was so hyper today. then we gather and mr teo treat us ice-cream~~haha,he spend a lot money on treating us. then me and yun bought take-aways from MacDonald. haha,so good. we don't need to eat food from koufu(because i have band after that trip)

2009-11-02T13:24:00.003+08:00

i tell you, holidays are the worst. they are so boring until u start to look forward to school. life had being so sian for me. i either watch tv, go online, supervising my sis cause she got exams, nothing. also cannot go out because have to supervise my sis. then so sian.... i was so bored last night as i couldn't sleep that i went to play the keyboard. i played the songs that we learned in primary school. luckily no one complain. then today have to set an english paper for jane. so sian. then i want to write the chapter 2 for my novel also no mood. then want to compose song also too lazy. arhhh!!!!! wat a lazy bum i am.....i am so bored!!!!!!!!!!! then go online also nothing to do. either chat with tyrone,hillary,yu long, then update middle group blog, play facebook, then nothing to do.

2009-10-30T19:53:00.004+08:00

today is a very emotional day. it is the officially ending of sec2 life, separation of 2E1.
we first took lots of photos during HE period. then during the last period,suddenly got fire drill. was like sitting on field,under the hot hot sun. -.- the when we went back, mr teo shows us videos and ask us to close eyes to think bout the happy memories. i was close to tears, then when mr teo cry, the tears just flow out. was busy wiping my tears. i was really sad. as next year,we all will not be sitting together. the people sitting next,behind,infront will not be the same. i cant talk to adilah bout how boring the morning assembly is anymore in the morning. cant hear yi hong funny talk back to nicole. in class,lessons wont be same as there will not be jon and nicholas and andrew there to talk to. there will not be nicholas there to pull my hair. no jon to tell silly jokes. no more bullying jon with jia min. no more funny andrew. all no more. and worse still, mr teo is going to leave pei hwa next year. next time wanna talk to him also cannot. will miss this funny childish teacher(he is really childish). i WILL miss every1, from adrielle to jia min, from jia teng to tian wei. EVERYONE.
2E1 may be separate, but it live in our hearts forever!

黑糖秀:
敞开心胸去追寻快乐的出口
别怕寂寞因为有我们在背后
假如以后我们全都各奔西东
要永远记住最初的梦
嘿yo yo 第一堂课坐好跟老师say yo
第二堂课早就趴下去找周公
第三堂课黑糖点心已经空空
第四堂课篮球不再受控
第五堂课跟着音乐老师唱do
第六堂课实验失败难过
第七堂课书包收好准备go homeboys and girls just want to show
桌上的镜子反射看到后座的猪头
自认为帅气幽默情场高手
但心里居然对他产生悸动
这感觉该怎么形容
坐在教室里眼神放空等着下课钟
黑板上写的知识都没搞懂
受够女孩们的大小姐举动
过份无理超难沟通
化妆包的世界只有美丽的人才懂
色彩的节奏一切由我主控
缤纷的感动烙印在我心中
只希望你注意到我
书包的课本永远都比漫画少得多
手里的电动好像从没停过
丘比特告诉我其实她不错
别让她默默的错过
心情总有down的时候想找人诉说
没有抱怨没有等候是你给我的承诺

2009-10-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

today was tiring...walk around under the hot sun. so sian. then band play pei hwa old school song,which sound really weird. how do they sing??? still cant get my pitches right:( gonna try try try try try. haha. then 'fight' with juniors. damn funny. we trying to show each other the loser sign and see who last to the end. pretty childish. lolz. haha.
finish making little letters for 2E1^-^

2009-10-29T15:33:00.003+08:00

confession.

today topic is 'bout confession. nowdays, if some1 confess to some1, it will be pass around and pp will gossip bout it. actually it is not wrong to gossip bout it, well this is human nature. i do that too. but it is WRONG when the some1 who pp confess to him/her, he/her go round to tell every1. remember i told u bout i confessing to some1? that is wat he do to me:
-go tell every1
-keep my sms to show every1
-show me attitude

so, what u/ or the sec4s reading this think?
i HAD got over him LONG LONG time ago. and i never tell every1 the person who confess to me. pp, u have ur own thought, judge urself. i'm not going to have a phobia or what, i'm just who i am.

p.s.to those who think i am whatever that is negative, i believe tat u like some1 before and there is nothing wrong with it. been able to confess is being brave, which i dun think much of u are.
p.s.s. guys, i am fine and i am not angry,not hurt,not sad. dun be worry,ok? :)

2009-10-27T20:23:00.003+08:00

i am so mad,so angry. mum is having 1 of her,dunno how to say, 1 of the time when her mental illness act up? first she start with telling me that my gran took her magazine. i quarrel with her,i told her that i'll be searching for it after dinner(cant i just have my dinner in peace?) then i found it under the table,she say i purposely put it there to start a quarrel so that my dad will record it down. WTF, my dad is at work how can he record it down, and she should look there at first. then i called her bitch in the middle of the quarrel. why, i was angry and that word came out of my mouth without knowing. elena, i know u'll be shaking ur head now but i really dun regard her as my mum. u may be saying how much she took care of me in the past few years. but i can tell u,she didn't. not because she dun want, it just that she is too busy with work and fighting with dad. all she did is torture us with her talking bout how my dad torture her(which is not true). i hate her,to the core. she dun fit to be my mother. for all this years,i had been worrying bout my family been tortured under her.
how i miss when i was young, when she was perfectly well, no mentally illness. we 1 family will always go out together,so happily. it all destroyed few years ago.
now my gran and mum is quarrelling. she is throwing sofa cushions around just to look for a newspaper which she believe that my gran hid it. i'm crying as i typed this out. can u imagine me alone,suffering,yet have to protect my family. stop it, u bitch. how i wish i could made myself disappear now??????????? shut up bitch....pls....pls...i feel like killing myself.

2009-10-26T17:24:00.002+08:00

i wish i can read ur mind...i wish i can clear the mist between us.....i wish u will know....

bbbbbooooohhhhhhhoooooooo~~~~ i feel like crying sia. i hate u.

2009-10-26T14:59:00.003+08:00

school had been BORED. we were either chatting,watch movies,or scolded by teacher cause we made too much noise-.- and then we'll have this dumb(it is true) learning journey tomorrow and thurs. and nobody is accompanying me:( sssooo sad. i HATE learning journeys,and the sch is basically squeezing ALL the learning journeys that we should have for this year in this last week of school. imagine jia qi sitting all alone on the bus, with no elena,hillary,adrielle beside me:(

the weather have been VERY HOT. i was sweating like hell when carrying the instruments up and down this morning. and i was running to take the class photos when i had been chatting at band room with amanda and bryan for 15mins. then trying to escape from mr teo,who is trying to take a lot of pictures.

elena and jiamin's luck had not been good today. jia min was basically losing most of the game of the scissors paper stone. then elena is keep meeting the pp she dun like. and when we were talking bout the pp she dislike, the person will just suddenly turn up. omg. she has really bad luck today.

was looking for a dress for miss neo's wedding^-^ imagine the miss neo who nag,scold us, is going to get married!!!!! so happy for her^-^

band and percussion and friends rocks!!!!!!
kor,good luck for your o-level and all the best and jia you~!

2009-10-25T14:15:00.003+08:00

hi~~~~finally remember to update blog^-^
so what have i been doing.........................
playing face book, oh shit, i had turn into a face book addict sia...
lazying around, irritating pp. first with granny, then kor. i was like calling him:" HELLO!!! HOW ARE U??" he was silent for a while, then say" crazy woman." and then hang up:( then i called him again,"hello~ tan wei jun~ how are u?". then he was like,a bit pissed off, "shut up,ng jia qi. i'm busy." okay....then on the computer again...
borrow alot of books. was like reading and watching tv last night until 1am. today woke up damn late.
currently in love with "mission impossible theme" the song was damn nice. i am going to play it over and over again until i can perfect it. and also dun want to get scolded by amanda. lolz, i dun think she IS going to scold us....just to be safe.
eat damn lot chocolate lately...like 3 or 4 bars a day. I LOVE CHOCOLATE!!!
want to upload the pictures took on friday....but....computer got problem....so sad.
i'm looking forward to tomorrow. another cca day^-^ eventhough it is only help QM to label the instruments. still hope that i can touch the vibraphone again tomorrow..
hey elena,hillary,adrielle, i did another video, the besties 1. i sent to u all tomorrow.

2009-10-21T17:50:00.002+08:00

people always make u...dunno use what word. am so pissed off by 1 person.
just bcause i said a noun that he dislike and he had been angry with me. he was like showing me attitude for the whole day. i think i apologise to him for 3-4times. he just didn't say anything. then later he sms to tell me that he forgive me. k fine, he forgive me, but am i going to forgive him for showing me attitude for the whole day? mayb he do not know that that action is showing attitude, but seriously, it was. i really don't want to lose a friend like him, but....just give me sometime to chill.
and i totally agree with adrielle

2009-10-21T17:08:00.003+08:00

my birthday reflection:)

so..now post on my birthday reflection
time flew, 1 year and a few months before i am just a little kid in compassvale primary. i love to read horror and detective stories and i dun care much bout stars and celebrities. i am also quite shy. these, i think u all can see from the sec1 me:) but now, i am totally different. i have my best friends like elena,adrielle,hillary...... i now love to read novels, especially love novels. i now had so called become fan of many celebrities. i am no longer the shy kid. a teenager now. i had change a lot, in look and character. luckily, is better person than bad. now, facing streaming and soon will be taking o-level(omg so fast?! i still want to play!!!). and i am going to be sec3 next year...seniors won't be around,so scared....
i had also tried a lot of things in my secondary school years...like, actually like 1 guy so much until i confess to him, having confessions from people, do a lot of crazy things like waving at every car passing by(very lame i know), actually forcing myself to study like siao
i hope, the 14th years old me, will become a better person and better percussionist and better classmate/friend and better senior and better student(i'm not going to pin up my hair, i can obey any school rules but not this) and better..... i will improve my temper(actually i'm a very bad temper person) and percussion skills.

2009-10-20T20:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AND ANDREW!!!!!!!!!

Guys,thanks tons for ur wishes and presents and many more!!!!:):):) i am really touch sia^-^. i dunno what to say but i am really greatful:):D

2009-10-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

HELLO! now post on thursday's early birthday cum after-exam-outing(long name sia)

i reach compass at 'bout 1pm,then collect cake. suddenly elena called me to say that their wushu delay...so was bit angry at that time and dad was nagging beside me 'bout why bring the cake so early.... then renyi was the first 1 who reached. then tyrone. lol,talking to them make me feel a little cheer up. then hillary came. elena ran to me and said that she is going home to change first.then yu long and yongjie came. me and hillary was looking for adrielle when we saw her. she was like wearing long pant and long sleeves. omg. and she tied her hair up,which totally look like miss neo.then me and hillary was trying to tell her to untie her hair.then we cut the cake outside the lrt station when elena came. then when cutting the cake right,yong jie was like so naggy:" u should not cut the cake like this....." "ai ya let me cut lah" "very unhygienic leh".....-.-then we board the train at went off to plaza sing. we took a lot of pics during the journey. then at first we want to watch movie but it all ended quite late so we proceed to eat lunch at pizza hut. then later we went to the arcade. i was like spending my money on catching the toy and i caught noneT-T. then we go kbox. we were waiting for renyi when he strolled in slowly....then i was like trying to sing when renyi was trying ti make me laugh. then i laugh and sing at the same time,and my keys went wrong...lolz. then we went home quite late,end up nagged by parents. yu long worse lor,punishment some more. here is some of the pics i took with hillary and elena.

2009-10-14T13:14:00.003+08:00

IT IS OVER!!!!! FINALLY!!!!! THE 1 MONTH OF HELL IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so exams are over!!!! damn happy. was like studying like sia for 1 month. i start earlier. am going to celebrate my early birthday with guys 2moro!!!!! but mr teo cming........haha i dun care. going to email him now.
so was a little bit sensitive lately...pissed off by little things...i dun hate pp so easily de leh...
then got this guy keep cutting into me and elena's conversation...i got ask for his opinion meh? so rude....i hate rude pp.
then got another 1 keep asking why i laugh. hello? do i need to have a reason for tat,or to even tell u?
anyway,look forward to tomorrow!!!

2009-10-11T10:12:00.003+08:00

i want to go out, i want to slack, i want to eat a lot of food, i want go shopping.....
i just had to bear with it for 4 more days, and it will be over...(:

lets post on yesterday math tuition with yu long and wing.
so i reach there at 'bout 1pm and wanted to eat lunch at mac. but then i saw 1 group of boys, and i recognise who they were, i forget 'bout that idea of eating there. anyway, mac was very crowded so i doubt i got any place to sit. then finish lunch at 'bout 1.3opm, went to mac to wait for wing and yl. then was queuing when saw yl walking in. waved to him and asked him to sit down. he was like so shy, then he speak very little. we were basically doing our own things when waiting for wing to come. then later he complain that mac was too noisy,then he wanted to go to the library. then i was like finding place to sit. then when i found 1, i sat down, he refused to sit. then wing came. we were like doing our own revision then only have little conversation when asking yl some qns. then wing go early. i think she felt bored because we do not talk much and most of the time i was bending my head down to do my math. then at 3pm, i leave with yl. i asked him why he so quiet then he say he don't usually go out(that mean he was shy or have a phobia of crowded areas)-.- then later he sms me to ask whether he was boring or not. -.- ok lah. he was just too shy. perhaps because me n wing were girls.

i really must force myself to study, i had started preparing 3 wks ago, so i think i was a little bit 'can't take it'

2009-10-11T10:02:00.000+08:00

一个人并不寂寞，想一个人时才最寂寞

2009-10-09T14:29:00.002+08:00

today was the math and his.
i finish his...so was ok.....had no memories on wat i did-.-
i think Math was tough, i got 3qns dunno. 12 marks leh. i hope i get my method marks. I AM GOING TO STUDY MATH FROM TODAY TO NEXT WED!!!

i am so scared...i scared i'll failed....failed to get what i deserve after putting in so much efforts. scared of losing......

2009-10-09T13:01:00.003+08:00

OUTING ON NEXT THUR
no pairing
not confirm: elena,yong jie,adrielle,matin

meet at compass point lrt at 1pm. wushu pp should have bath,change eat.then accompany me to buy the birthday cake. take mrt to plaza singapura. we'll eat the birthday cake outside plazasing. then we go movie first, shooping, or arcade. then we go kbox at amk hub.
people going: elena,jiaqi,hillary,adrielle,yu long,yongjie,matin,tyrone

money needed: kbox($13),shopping,movie($6)

2009-10-04T14:58:00.003+08:00

i am sick of u all quarreling.
i am sick of u all shouting
i am sick of me quarreling with you over what to eat for breakfast,lunch,dinner
i am sick of going home and face a lazy sis, a dad who always demanding for a valid reason in whatever i do, a mother who keep irritating me, and a granny who...haiz
i am sick of telling u over and over again i was late because of the train.
if not of those notes and books at home, i won't even come back to revise.
i am sick of u.
i am sick of shouting my voice out just to make u two shut up.
i am not going to care 'bout anything anymore
i am going to study hard for my tests and ignore u all.
shut up for once, don't drove me crazy.

2009-10-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

>flying colour
there is NOTHING wrong with being weak in eng. i am,yet i am in 2E1. so?

hey guys. up here slacking. just trim my hair^-^ currently scratching my head doing math^-^
land yu long and hillary in trouble..shouldn't say my comment out loud IN CLASS(that person should be in our class cause i never tell any1)
U THINK I SCARE ARH? BULLY MY FRIENDS?? GET A LIFE. DUN HAVE LIFE? GO TO UR FAVOURITE PLACE,GEYLANG,BUY LAH.

2009-09-30T17:57:00.002+08:00

arhhh stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i had been so hot temper and moody these few days. and i even cry over little things....i so scared that i won't do well for math....last year my grade for math is a1 but this year is e8!!!!! so scared. currently finished math hw but got a few things dunno how to do... am now searching answers for some science qns so sneak up here.
so fed up with yu long....i am NOT going to care 'bout whatever he is going to do with the matter,sort it out with adrielle or do nothing.
basically my life now is school,hw,revision,dinner,revision,sleep

2009-09-26T13:45:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE COMING!!!!!!
so...what i am i doing lately.....
i had done all the notes for every subject, following my study plan perfectly. so starting on revision now
still on face book everyday, playing 1hr only
so doing well so far^-^
gd luck guys:)

2009-09-19T13:45:00.002+08:00

let's post something that happen 2 days ago. i got to go back to school for cca so i saw this person.
dun want say his name. first he saw me then he ask me whenther i need help for moving the instruments, then i say don't need. he then help me open the door and guess what he say:" see,i help u open the door." he expect me to say thank you, fine, i said that. what a childish person he was.....not mr tang lah....-.-
then yesterday yong jie sms me to ask for the hcl hw. then he tell me that he kena h1n1 and was in icu. xin yu and bryan saw that message and quickly stay away from me-.- then he later reply me that he bluff me 1 and he thought i am angry-.- lame.....i'm not lor. then xin yu later give me a hugggg:)
then went home with vivien and we laugh at 2 teachers:D
Friends always make me feel cheer up:)

2009-09-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

i've worte another happier one
+爱的一封信+
好想写一封信给你
告诉你我心底的话
把信封装满满的爱
写的地址是你的心
好想写一封信给你
告诉你我多么想你
想变成天使守护你
也想天天能见到你

不能忘记那年的夏天
我遇见你下雨的那天
也不能忘记送我回家
你温柔地牵着我的手

Chorus:
爱你的话不能用言语来表达
爱你多深不能用文字来诉说
只要能常常陪着你，只要能天天见到你
我明白爱一个人不需要太多
爱我的话要变成你的口头弹
爱我多深能从你眼里看出来
只要孤单时有个你，只要伤心时有个你
我明白生命是完整的

好想写一封信给你
告诉你我爱你的原因
喜欢认真保护我的你
喜欢真的很爱我的你

不能忘记那年的夏天
我遇见你下雨的那天
也不能忘记送我回家
你温柔地牵着我的手

Chorus:
爱你的话不能用言语来表达
爱你多深不能用文字来诉说
只要能常常陪着你，只要能天天见到你
我明白爱一个人不需要太多
爱我的话要变成你的口头弹
爱我多深能从你眼里看出来
只要孤单时有个你，只要伤心时有个你
我明白生命是完整的

anyway, just to add, my songs are not mean for anyone. so don't be misunderstood

2009-09-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

hey ren yi, this is the 2 songs i wrote:

+I’m sorry+
在某一个角落
被遗忘的钢琴
我默默弹着，你写的歌曲
那是我失去的，爱情
像纸飞机飞走了就寻不回
我曾经想把你拉回，但云把你藏在后面
我再也寻不回，
你肩上的温柔
Chorus:
I’m sorry darling
因为不够珍惜
所以错过了你
失去后才发现
但已后悔莫及
如果能重来
我一定会珍惜
紧张地抱紧你
实现所有承诺
只因为我不想
再一次失去你

+天使的离去+
落寞的身影，消失在路的尽头
眼泪像落叶，坠落在无尽的海
唯美的场景，像当年不断重演
仿佛我和你，的离别只是昨天
难道你忘了要陪我到永远的第二天
但我记忆的摩天轮依然旋转着
它提醒我还爱你，还没忘记你
守护过的爱情，已经逝去
Chorus:
Oh angel, 我的守护天使你到底在哪里
Oh angel, 爱的守护天使他已经离去
有谁能守护被留下来孤孤单单的我
陪我度过每个不安的夜
Oh angel, 我的守护angel I just can’t find him
Oh angel, 爱的守护angel he just won’t return
我明白，不懂珍惜的人，不配拥有
守护天使

古老的传说，我不再相信
尘封的心又，有谁能唤醒
天使的双翼，我不再憧憬
因为天使已经离去
Repeat chorus

2009-09-18T20:15:00.002+08:00

so i got a tragic new today
very tragic
really sad thing
..................
so the sec1 have came to band right....
percussion also got juniors right......
and today....
i.....
find out that.....
i.......
am still the shortest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sad,sad,sad

2009-09-18T20:05:00.001+08:00

wat the hell. i rejected him liao n u all still want to talk bout it. i am not angry just pissed off. stop it.

2009-09-12T13:02:00.002+08:00

hi..........! i really started to feel that i really have mood swing. last 2 days was like the worst days in this year and today i am feeling all right. THANKS GUYS!!! THANKYOU FOR CHEERING ME UP:D
so...yesterday chat with yu long and was laughing like hell. something really funny happen to him.
and...i got facebook. find me at- angela ng
then....i am rushing my homework
lastly....i love this world!!!

2009-09-10T21:30:00.005+08:00

f+++ing you, bloody h+++,b++++
i am going through such a hard time man. eventhough i just came back from holiday.....
dunno how to finish the f+++ing filming. idk
and him. i don't like u anymore and stop acting like avoiding me. and so what u are not in a good mood? don't think i once like u before then i can tolerate u. i am so lucky that u reject me.
can i just don't go home? jane show me attitude, mum nagging bout how dad use money to bribe me to stand at his side.
stop showing me ur attitude. i know u are reading this blog. stop showing me that face when i tell u to do ur work. it is for ur sake. if u aren't my sis i won't even care bout u.
stop ur nonsenses.i'm choosing dad because he understand me more than u. he CARE BOUT HOW I FEEL IF U DIVORCE. u only care bout urself. u want divorce right? GO AHEAD! don't pull me into it. i've being suffering since p4. i want the divorce more than u. u say settle all on court right? fine. and stop nagging.

sorry guys...i use so much vulgarities. i am really in a very bad mood.

so lets talk 'bout my holiday at genting. i spent 1oo++rm. wow. i bought damn lot things. it was damn cold. and i went at the wrong time. all were kids. not a single hunk. very down. so was shopping and running around. took a lot of photos but mostly on ME. very zi lian,k.

anyway this song is for all who were going through a hard time now...like yu long,lester.
+我要的世界+
远方天空
云层遮盖了前往方向
迷失在黑暗之中
天使问我
手中紧握不放的是什么
我说寻找梦想的灯火
有时我会失去力量
再艰难的旅途也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后
人生会有
疲惫想放弃的时候
看不清路的尽头
天使身后
太阳叫醒希望的翅膀
那是未来伸出的双手
失去过相信的力量
再艰难的旅途也要骄傲的走过
眼前的世界
音乐演奏中
不停挑战我
就算曾悲伤过
我要的世界
梦想在怀中
未来呼唤我
相信我会坚强的走到最后

that totally is my feeling. all i have is courage and dreams. which supports me until now,and i need them even more in the future. i dunno what the future holds for me but i will,i will walk to the end.

2009-09-04T20:13:00.001+08:00

think before u decide on my character. dun think i never show my temper means i have a good temper. i just want peace.

2009-09-04T20:12:00.001+08:00

i got a bit mood swing lately. don't care 'bout me.

some advices: never fall in love with me. i know it is retarded to say this, btw, i admitt is because of something that happens lately(some of u know), but this is for ur own sake. if u do, i guess we couldn't even be friends.
i know it was damn retarded!!!! stop laughing lah. this is no joke. i'm very serious. k? dun laugh. stop laughing.

2009-09-02T17:53:00.003+08:00

so today.......
+i got detention today. lol. then i saw this guy sitting beside me who look like mr chng. was damn shock when i saw him. so 1hr past quickly
+i going to genting this sunday!!!! so happy!!!!
+i now very tired. no mood to do anything.
+the boys and hillary are going out for a movie. i dunno whether i can go or not, see the date first...perhaps can ask elena along. if not only 2 girls very weird.
+i now broke liao....i wanna go shopping.....
+i am so sian.....
+today sci pair up with yu long. was like spending the whole period making him angry and drew smiley faces. he was like:" bear with it. i bear. bear with it" lol. laughing like hell. haha
+then pe played badminton. dunno how,elena play until her racket flew out. so funny man.

2009-08-30T12:34:00.002+08:00

so yesterday was granny's birthday party. we all went to uncle's house to celebrate.
was like waiting for the rest to come, i watch the singapore idol with cousin bin. then we crap on why the people cry and he said he won't cry if he were them. then i scold him cold-blooded.
saw many babies....or to say kids. jiajia,jane,adam,Amber,marcus. wow. and i and Rebbecca were the only teens.
cousin ken say i m mature young and cousin hui was act young. haha,she was damn angry man.
the buffet got shark fins soup...hehe...wow.
marcus is definitely the centre of attention yesterday. he scream,shout,cry,yell..... he scream damn loud during photo taking. btw, he was too fat or huge for his age, he is not even 1 year old.
then during photo taking ,we were suppose to take the photo at the other side of the table. then bin was moving the table when cousin ying suddenly realise we can move the cake instead of the table. then every1 was like laughing. lol.
went home at 'bout 11plus. was damn tired yet still watch the wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai until 1pm. i even ate 1 cup noodle during the show.lol

2009-08-28T20:20:00.004+08:00

had been so long never post...too lazy....
first i got full marks in compare and contrast. and i heard that got a lot pp hate me,haha. i hope pp can read my handwriting....sorry guys....test leh...no time to write...so very untidy..hehe
hehe going back to cvps on monday!!!! going at 2pm!!! cm with me!!!!
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!! WE R ABLE TO GO STRAIGHT AFTER NATIONAL ANTHEM TO CHANGE INTO OUR UNIFORMS!!!!!! I DUN HAVE TO BRING ANY BOOKS ON MONDAY!!!!! I ALSO DUN HAVE ANY LESSON!!!!! BAND ROCKS!!! DUN BE JEALOUS LAH,GUYS...HEHe!

ok, another 1 will be hurt. bcause of me.

2009-08-24T12:43:00.002+08:00

yeeeeees going back 2moro!!!! i had missed 2 rehearsals.....haha...jun liang, i'll be back so u dun need to play for me anymore.haha.
feeling ok, but still very tired. still got sore throat.
ewww,2moro go back will have a lot homework....cause i didn't bring my math tb n chinese wb home so i can't hand in the math n chinese hw 2moro....end up rushing on tues. what hw do we have 2day....hmm...best none.....hehe

2009-08-20T21:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday was like suddenly got fever...then didn't study for home econ...only revise for a bit in the morning...so scared i'll fail.
today walking to sch was like feeling so giddy...then after common test went home. then went to see doctor. was like waiting for so long. and my temperature was like sometime high sometime low. the doctor gave me 5 days MC 0.0 now have to watch my temperature.... so tired...
cant watch 'ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni' cause it ends quite late, cant go online too often, cant go out, nobody to talk to on next mon n tues cause jane is going to sch, sleeping, bitter medicines....
i realise lately got a lot people falling sick. is it because of the weather or under too much stress. anyway,guys, take care!

2009-08-17T21:07:00.003+08:00

study like hell. god know what mr teo is gonna set what qns.........
i am stress over how to calculate resistant....got a lot of ways i found from different bks....panic!!!
Panic!!!!!! chill chill chill, stay calm.....damn scared. arhhhhhh.
today jia qi was a bad kid. she didn't do her zhou ji and didn't bring her hcl tb. end up copying after sch.....

2009-08-16T13:22:00.002+08:00

i had a great day yesterday. we went to bugis and shop like siao. i spent 26+++ while the other spent a lot more, except for bi lian. broke now....
next wk is common tests wk...sad...i really want to at least finish 1 page or what for my novel.lately dunno how to continue with it...stress
once again,I HATE TESTS!!!!!!!!

2009-08-14T20:19:00.003+08:00

today after band sucks
i'm already stress bcause of study yet u keep forcing me to go for family gathering. i know it is important but i really have no time. the party end at 4pm and i only have 2moro and sun to chiong my work. pls,anyway i hate family gathering. i tried to explain to u a lot of time. i tried of doing this. i hate it. i just hate weekend man.
enough of complaining lol. zm n winnie came again today^-^
then today damn funny. bro jonathan ask where is the time zones(related to geo thing), and i replied compasspoint. then he was like keep on laughing. haha.
i love this song!!!!!! damn nice!!!!!
元若蓝-九十九次我爱他
保加利亚玫瑰的精油
全滴在他刚才牵过我的手
横冲直撞我的心像一颗躲避球
谁懂爱停在手里多久
学问道理教课书都有
恋爱上上签到底哪里求
如果有教授我一定要努力修
丘比特呀快为我加油
多想带著雷达到他梦里仔细调查
爱的正卡还有没有副卡
也想拿起扫把在他心里洗洗刷刷
不专心的念头 yeah~ yeah~都清除啦
九十九次我爱他
少了眼皮会乱眨
要他能心电感应我的想法
每天念著他的名字 yeah~ yeah~一句不差
九十九次我爱他
少了头发会分岔
要他的想念每天准时打卡
爱像冰淇淋在嘴里溶化

2009-08-13T16:46:00.002+08:00

eww...bad day....
machi elena didn't come...sad...was like so emo the first 2 periods. then later suddenly feel ok. weirdo jia qi.
ewwww......2moro got home-econ test.....hate it...i hate tests
some more next wk is common test wk....sucks
wanna write a few more songs....now no time....
i want holiday!!!! protest against tests!!!
during cme period was called up to share. the teacher say mine was a bit different from other
then during study period was damn unlucky. because i keep laughing and laughing then mr ng got angry. he asked me to sit in front of the class...-.-
sad...tests...hate tests....

2009-08-12T21:38:00.002+08:00

he msn me and said no. dunno why,felt free. i finally can let go of him. all i need is a simple no,simple yet can totally break the string of love. will try my best not to react weird when seeing him and will not feel blue anymore. jia you jia qi!

2009-08-12T18:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah so today elena wasn't well so i accompany her down. then after sch went to play badminton! woo! every1 was like so good man. was like sweating like hell. so tired.
go home then saw my cloths(finally delivered!) but got 1 sent wrongly. then now trying to go onto the lovelyspree's web but it was taking so looooooooonnnnnnnggggggggg. sucks.

u ask me if i'm serious and i am. after many tries of forgetting u, i realised it. i dun want to give u pressure, so i didn't ask u for ur reply. but, i will give up if u consider too long.

2009-08-11T21:43:00.003+08:00

i failed.....the major keys test.....copy it 30 times.........sad......then got retest
lol. 2day got 3 periods teachers didn't come(3 or 2,confused). very happy. still blue blue.
then every1 was like not in the gd mood...i still in holiday mood,lols.i wanna go oversea!!! tired of studying, bored. lame.
feeling very confused...weird....feel like wanting to hid myself....hey dun look at me.
lols, 2moro after CIP go play badminton with jiamin,peilin,lester,bro(jonathan)...... but now leg pain leh. then 2moro got PE....

2009-08-08T12:31:00.002+08:00

k..yesterday was the sport carnival and i did something really stupid during chariot race. but luckily we get 2nd. haha. was like cheering like hell man. so sad that mr teo didn't come.
then after that, yu long 'seduced' hillary to go to the nearby tennis court to watch them play. because i'm going to plaza singapura later with hillary, i had no choice ,and further more she beg me, to go. then i was like teasing the both of them. haha. then when i saw Jonathan sending pictures to hillary then i tease them. yu long even took down their pictures. haha. it was damn funny. then the 4 of us started to tease yong jie and ren yi. so when yong jie start the ball, we shouted so sissy. and jonathan started to dance. that scene was damn funny and me n hillary laugh like hell. then we tease ren yi also. haha
after that we(hillary of course) went to plaza singapura. we were like window shopping then went to the arcade. then met grace,elaine,jasmine,zheng yi who just watch a movie. after that we went home cause we r so tired.
then at home i chiong finish the 2 novels i borrowed yesterday.

2009-08-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

now leg damn pain....................
then just now bimbo zm came. she is so childish!!!!!!!!!!
CHILDISH BIMBO ZM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nicole damn emo........
mr teo absent today
...sian
ewww,fail math,8/20-.-
i dunno who to believe. them or u,but u didn't even reply..i really want to believe u.

2009-08-05T17:07:00.002+08:00

just been to 6-5 blog
miss 6-5 sooooo much
lost caiyun's link..
alicia's too....
the rest..dun have...except for those like yun.
sad man...
WHY DO THE STUPID SECURITY GUARD DUN LET US IN!!!!!! WE JUST WANT TO CATCH UP WITH EACH OTHER!!!!!
lately got chat with mr loh and he mistaken me for another student...-.-

2009-08-05T16:26:00.006+08:00

i ran 2.4km today!!!! finally get over it!!! i got 8th in the girls,15++mins, good. cause i last year get 17++mins. was like sweating like hell. face was like so red. haha, but i get over with it!!!!! i succeed!!!
today mr teo didn't come(hehe,great). then we were like playing games. at first we continue the singing game yesterday, then at sci, pei lin and wen join in. then we were like laughing and sing a lot of old old songs....
....yesterday made a lot of mistakes at band and bryan was so fed up.lol, sorry lah:)
ewwww, the lovely spree say my clothes were delayed by 1 wk. sad man. i had been waiting for it!!!!!!
one good new is xin yu got FULL MARKS for his test!!!!!! and every1 was talking 'bout it,haha.
ewww!!!!! today suddenly got math test and i was unprepared for it!!!! got a bad feeling 'bout it....
lately don't feel well....cause of my stomach.......perhaps i eat too much ice-cream?? i'm such an idiot man,just can't control my mouth and eat so much stuff that is bad for my stomach.
what is really the truth,u or the other1? who should i believe? eww, i get so fed up by this...i want to know the truth!!! can some1 tell me...
ewww,it sucks man..had to go to the court..what a waste of time

2009-08-01T10:53:00.002+08:00

........i had to play tambourine for abba gold......50+++bars.....semiquaver leh...when 'tick,tick,tick...'

just like "you can't hurry love" but that one is quaver,this is semiquaver leh....lol....anyway the song was great!!!!!!! it rocks!!!

hmmm..the his test was quite ok, so that should be no question.....

today i went jogging with vivien:) we went to the park near the Anchorvale Community Club. and we ran for 500m before we stop. then there got a lot centipedes,ewww. then i was like 'sorry,sorry, i didn't mean to step on you' when i was running. lol.

i'm now going to choose new handphone liao,haha,so happy.

chat later.

2009-07-30T18:53:00.002+08:00

hi i'm back!!!!!!!
hmm..today got back our his paper. i got 9/11!!! at first i got 10/11 but teacher minus 1 mark off -.- sad..........somemore 2moro got his test........sian
today's practise i finally saw the Thomas(the percussion teacher)! ok,but i think he look fierce,lol,cause he never smile. but xin yu say he very funny.
then during the practise,zm came. she asked me did bryan change then i told her that he was more mature. then she say: "haha, now i watch him grow up" lol. she still very childish lor. haha. then later when bryan play the drum set, she was like:"0.0 since when he had become so good?" haha,now bryan have surpass zm liao. then later winnie also got come^-^
walao, i went i rushed to the lrt station, elena already board the train liao:(
then talk to aline 'bout her request to join band. really happy that she want to join band but if she is because of some specific reasons then join band, i think in future she will regret.... anyway all the best to aline!!

still waiting for my clothes...

2009-07-29T16:26:00.002+08:00

i'm so sian.......................................
today the guys got run 2.4km. haha. the girls dun need. but elena keep chanting that she want to run...-.-
math test-hey that was not bad. it was simple, except for the last qn. but i eventually solve it^-^
we did alot of singing today,on music and form teacher period. mostly the national day songs. then during form teacher period we watch mj's video. wow he rocks man

2009-07-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

ewww....2moro got math test...sucks....then fri got his test.......sucks...
twitter----birdontheswing

2009-07-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just heard from my father that my neighbour's son(living beside me) just owned loan shark money n he did not pay. then the people living below me got sprayed(the house)!!!!!!!! luckily we are not the one who got sprayed but dad was damn worried that it will be our turn one day. so scary. the new neighbours living beside me were even worse. they just bought the house n renovated it and this sort of thing happens.
then we were like discussing this matter over lunch and the topic change to addiction. any kind of addiction is bad, like my neighbour's son. i dunno how they are going to solve this problem cause they were already quite poor and the money was quite a big sum........

yesterday we went to vivo city and we visited the $2 shop. i bought one very nice wool hat and one wind-bell. both were like so cute!!!!!! haha. then we ate at the food court near the mrt.
then watch boys over flowers. i like the scene when the male lead got beaten up. even though it was gross but it was so touching! he would rather get beaten up than seeing the female lead get hurt. so touching~

2009-07-25T11:38:00.002+08:00

yoz..back again.
lately kor had to chong 4 his o-level(he is in sec 4) n hadn't been visiting me for a long long time. he is also nt on msn lor. anyway wish all the sec4s reading my blog GOODLUCK!!!!!
going to change a new phone soon~after i keep dropping the phone and the repair fee for that is 'bout hundred plus 0.0
which model should i choose? mine now is nokia, and many friends are using sony ericsson, and i saw a nice touch phone but i think it is very bulky is PG. what should i choose.........
yesterday my lip bleed cause i keep peeling the skin......the first time it bleed.....then quicky apply a lot of lip balm...so scary..i think is bcause of the hot weather and i didn't protect it enough:(
had been studying like hell.should take a break.....
some1 ask me why my name is angela and was it name after my idol angela zhang shao han. actually is not lor. when i was in kinder garden, my english sucks and i couldn't speak english at all. then when my teacher saw my name she said:" you couldn't speak english and you got an english name? what a big joke, ANGELA NG" and the boys in my class were like laughing at me.
i was like crying home and i force my parents to remove my name from the kinder garden school name list and use the chinese one and from the books i had. since then i had not use that name until i was sec1 when my idol became angela zhang. i was thinking, since angela zhang had the same name as me and nobody laughs at her, mayb i should use back that name. thus i'm now using that name but not so often.
actually my kinder garden school life was very miserable. like 1 scar on my face was from kinder garden, when a mischievous boy,dunno how he get my face stuck at the door edge and it left a tiny scar. luckily, it was tiny.
now talking 'bout it was like telling out the nightmares in my dreams. i felt so much better.

i hate changes,cause it makes me feel so insecure

2009-07-24T20:01:00.001+08:00

hi i'm back and feeling all right again:)!

today for home econ we make cupcakes. something funny happen during the lesson: eden told emillio to put 1tsp of vanilla essence instead of 1/4tsp. then when nicole told eden that he gave the wrong information,he was like oh shit. then they ask teacher 'bout the taste of the cupcakes if put too much vanilla essence then she say it will smell n taste weird. then they were like keep laughing.
anyway mine taste great!!!

then yesterday,it was the first time i ever do online shopping. it turn out that my cousins were online shopping queens. they click click click and bought a lot of stuffs.

i bought these and had to wait 3weeks ....

these cost $47.7o. anyway my cousins pay one. lol. they say is early birthday presents.

i felt so afraid,to lose u all

2009-07-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

finally,can resume our cca!!!! today went back to band when the feeling"finally, i'm back". then was like laughing a lot. lol.
then last week elena n me wrote a song n we were like so excited 'bout it^-^. the song title was "i'm sorry". it was 'bout someone who regret after losing her love.

+I’m sorry +
在某一个角落
被遗忘的钢琴
我默默弹着，你写的歌曲
那是我失去的，爱情
像纸飞机飞走了就寻不回
我曾经想把你拉回，但云把你藏在后面
我再也寻不回，
你肩上的温柔
Chorus:
I’m sorry darling
因为不够珍惜
所以错过了你
失去后才发现
但已后悔莫及
如果能重来
我一定会珍惜
紧张地抱紧你
实现所有承诺只因为我不想，再一次失去你

lol.then we were like laughing over it but elena was damn serious. lol.

2009-07-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

i'm back after a long long time..
today got sci test.....last page was difficult....cause i didn't memories it....sad........
3 wks without cca......sad.....
lately very moody....
very moody.......
for no reason....
waking up at 3am for no reason.....
........forget it

2009-05-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

finally up here!!!!!!^-^ was like study like hell for the past few days. then fought with a classmate, gt 3 scratches on my arm, but now fade liao. it is both parties' fault but he irritate me first lor. then the next day we make up. was like feeling so retarded: why should i even fought with him in the first place? k i'm not a tomboy or some1 who like to fight but i won't let it down if some1 bully me, well sometime depend on the person larh.
i still own ms du chinese wb & 1 ws
mr chng math wb n i think many more.....
forget it

2009-04-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

today, usual, went for the Chinese compo class. we watch movie today n guess what it wasn't 'bout watching it i ava room but in a cinema!!!! we went to a cinema near amk hub n watch '17 again'. it was damn nice but it was too cold. then after the show we took pictures n talks 'bout the movie. then have to write 'bout how we felt 'bout the movie-_-
Nicholas today very angry cause i score higher than him for lit & also even though he wrote lots but he couldn't get full mark for 1 particular qn while i get the mark. then he went crazy after math. he do 'star jump' during sci & kick me during eng. then i gt so piss off by him & i kick him. then we started kicking each other & ran round the class. then the gt this idiot guy help nicholas, which none of his business lor.-_-

2009-04-25T14:00:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so blur, for the whole week.
mon: i walk n dunno for wat reason, my legs tangled n i almost trip n fall.
tues: i forgot to tap ez-link n gt scold by the bus driver
wed: a peaceful day passed
thus: i keep o forgetting the lines for filming: i keep saying '' the island of rising sun'' instead of ''land of rising sun''
fri,the worst of all: i had forgot that that day was for exco meeting n i just walk in stupidly. then i saw people sitting around holding foolscape. i dunno wat they r doing n i sit down beside amanda. then she remind that yesterday was for exco.-.- i felt so retarded. then when i walk down the stair with elena n we saw a teacher. she greet him n i followrd her. but i actually greet him ''good morning''. k i felt so retarded.

later aunt will be coming over. ewww,i hate it. she always complain that my house was messy n complain things like i dunno how to do house works(e.g.washig cloths) n how my cousins were last time-.- i hate it man.

2009-04-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

to him:

do u still remember the 1st time we meet? i don't think so.lol. the first day of school.
i stand infront of the fan, you had said a lot of things,but the buzzing sound of fan drown ur voice. i can only make out of a few words: how about a l****, a date? u were making funny faces n i thought u were joking with me. if u were,stop reading or treat this as a joke.
i had seen so much people playing with the words i love u, n they treat it like a true or dare game. i dunno if u were playing a game like that that time, but no matter what, stop here.
when i went back home, i thought this matter over and over again. i thought of ur face, ur back, how u talk to me,n how angry(or wat)u was when i say no. then i realise, one must lost something before realising its value. maybe i should say 'yes' that time(n i might make a fool of myself if u r playing a game). i had been so crazy in love with u. but it was just like butterfly,so pretty yet doesn't last long. it was only today that i realise i had been living in a dream: u walk pass me n i know that u got see me, i smile at u n u just look away. maybe i hurt u so much that time because i was laughing at ur face when doing 'confession'(if it is real) or u had never 'love' me before.
if this is real,u really like me n still do: i'm sorry that i didn't hear u clearly. i love u
if this is a game: good bye.
u maybe laughing at my post n thought how foolish i am to believe in wat u say, or u maybe feeling sad for me or even u urself
no matter wat,i will still remember how i had been so foolishly in love with u

2009-04-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

the tallest to me

3 bimbos

i've gt new nick names!!!!

2009-04-18T12:10:00.000+08:00

chio bu by zhang mi who start this by seeing my zi lian photos n amanda n bryan start calling me this
bimbo 4 by winnie-big bimbo is zm,2nd is amanda,3rd is xing yu,last is me
haha
also gt 1 more: shorty:) well i dun mind
lol

seniors.........gd luck

2009-04-17T21:49:00.000+08:00

just back from the graduation concert! was like crying the first time when zm gave the card then again after the concert
i am feeling so sad n i'm going to miss the seniors T-T but very very very very happy for the wonderful memories they gave me really gd or bad
will update more often!^-^

2009-03-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

band syf is next mon........-_-.......haven perfect it yet.keep get scolded-_-....stresssssssss
the 1 week holiday is not even better than sch days. it sucks. sat,tues,wed,thus,fri---all for band
sun---stupid family gather party sun----rushing for hw only free on sat-_-
hope to get silver(the best gold but i know there r many gd bands ou there) for syf n don't drag the band....pls....god....blesss.....me......

some1 tag pls

2009-03-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

Great! here's your score 49%

Interesting, you will have about 3-4 kids and you should name one Christopher, especially if he's part french because it's a french name.

What is your kid gonna be named?
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haha christ. my son will be name after u :D

hi again

2009-03-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

sorry for leaving this blog to rot.......
CHRISTOPER TAN!!!!!!! my name!!!!!!! on the link!!!!!!!!
i was like so high today in class. i flunk my math, great. anyway i hate algebra. adrielle brought the swords today and the boys fussed over it. then act the drama thing. i guess ours is the only group doing macbeth...lessons are so sian-_-
haha, Vivien flunk her chinese. we were joking but how 'happy' mr loh was to know.
i started to think that i've made many people angry....i say things that does not pass my brain.
fought with elena,lol,beating one another.
i miss 6-5!!! miss niki,alicia,cai yun,ann kiat,subash,edwin peh.......sad to admit,mr chiew.

2009-01-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

can any1 believe that my weight gone up only 1kg in a year??? i'm sick to be thirty-plus kg. for ur information,if u want to know,i'm 34kg. i'm sick of getting an underweight for my report bk.-_-And i had been trying to stuff myself. And i'm sick of hearing the nurse to tell me to eat more n drink more milk.
p.s i've no intend to brag 'bout my weight n no intend to laugh at any1.

2009-01-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Looked down on You have a very high self image. You're the kind of person that loves being in the center of attention. You're very outgoing, and outspoken. You also always have to look you're best. Whether going out, or just hanging out with the girls if you're not looking great you're not happy. You're a natural born leader, and love when people look up to you. You're worst fear is that someone won't like you, or look up to you. If someone criticized or critiqued you to the point that people stopped wanting to hang around you, or began thinking less of you that would be your worst nightmare. You secretly really want to be liked, respected and appreciated by others. A good way to make sure that people have a positive view of you is to consider their thoughts and feelings also.
Disappointment
Commitment
Where Your life is Going
Being Alone
Losing Someone
Death
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2009-01-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Out-Going Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever you want.
Intelligence
Personality
Sense of Humor
Loving
Ambitious
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2009-01-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

this blog is like soooo dead. tooo lazy to post......sorry....started feel like my sec two life is gonna be...NOT SO NICE,with those teachers....n those rules...
finally got my locker!!now dun have to carry so many stuffs to school!!!!
was nagged to tidy my room-_-III cause new year is coming
a year pass n i still dunno how to change blogskin.....kor laugh at me just for this-_-

2008-12-31T18:46:00.000+08:00

arhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! yesterday the band had a super tiring day. we did drills. n the weather is soooo hot. n my skin was so red. my face was super red. then i wasn't feeling well halfway. y heart ache. i dunno why it ache,cause i dun have any heart problem. i was sitting at the side of the field n started to think 'bout me having a sudden heart attack n die,thanks to my imagination n the side effects of watching too much tv. then zm accompany me to the band room to rest. then watch the band video,which bring back a lot of happy memories.

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

back from the hongkong trip n rest for few days before coming back to post
simply love the trip!!!!!!!! n hongkong is damn cold,even colder than genting
i'm unlucky as usual,fall down n hurt my legs on the day b4 the tripT-T
then have to wear jeans all the time,legs damn painT-T i'm so poor thing...can any1 be soooo unlucky as me T-T
i guess this year is the most unlucky year for me in my life
k,stop writing how unlucky i am. let's start writing 'bout my hongkong trip

first day,27 nov
woke up at 6am,n take lrt to sch,sit down there listening to people talking. then being asked to stand up to guess what is 1 of the seniors' name.manage to get correct from some1's help,hehe. help to load the instruments n luggage onto the bus.went to the airport. jn n dad was waiting there. say bye bye to them. then hang around with lois. while waiting for the plane,talk to elaine 'bout ET. then board the plane. quite fun,i mean in the plane cause got movies to watch n nice food to eat. they even provide ice-cream.
get down the plane,get onto a coach and got an interesting tour guide name Patrick. we went to the Victoria peak first n look at the waxworks. it was damn cold outside. then went to 星光大道. then got people singing n fingerprints of a lot of stars which i dunno. then on the busride to the hotel,saw a lot of very tall n pretty buildings. got into our room(i share with amanda,zm n winnie). unpack stuffs,then go to the lobby. get scolding from teachers 'bout unable to listen to their instructions n carry it out quickly & 'bout our manner

second day,28 nov
zm woke up the earliest n i think she woke every1 up.then we go down to the lobby. we r the first one,for the rest of the trip too. then go for breakfast. then forgot already. then went for school exchange. wow,the primary school kids r so cute. then got another school exchange. then when back. wasn't feeling well that day so felt that the day past very fast.

third day,29 nov
day for Disney!!! because we had to get to disney land early, we had to eat outside the hotel. then went to disney. then arrange the instruments. when i saw the seniors fixing the parts of the drumset together,n can't help them cause i dunno,feel bad... after performance then went 2 play!!

2008-11-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

lately so lazy to blog...................
finally blog..............
finally write something.............

went to genting(AGAIN)on 29oct to 1nov. this time went there with dad only. took a lot of pictures,see a lot of people,walk a lot,eat a lot. still cannot go onto the toboggan,i think it is called toboggan......with my bag,i weight 35kg,just right,but the man there lifted my bag.....so...dropped to 34kg....T-T

now am looking forward to the hongkong trip with band!!! i told elena this and she say so good, and she asked whether she is able to go with me.then i replied that maybe i can sneak her in my luggageXP

gonna buck up on the part 8 n 9 of merry window!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA!!!!

2008-10-19T11:56:00.000+08:00

HaPPy BirTHdaY tO aManDA!

yesterday went to causeway point to shop for my birthday presents n to have a birthday-and-family dinner. we just walk around and eat lor. i bought 2 keychains with the birthday money from mum n i was looking around for clothes that suit me.saddly i found none. maybe i'll go compasspoint to buy the clothes.....

count down 1 day to my birthday...happy happy^-^

Count 2 days to my & andrew birthday

2008-10-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

be prepare for a shock on monday:i cut my hair. n i look so UNLIKE me! i mean,it does not look ugly but it is so unlike me. for a better discription,see me monday.

Count 3 days to my & andrew birthday

2008-10-17T14:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to health promotion board,which was boring.we learn the dance,what ever it is called,n me n elena find an excuse to went to the toilet
after the dance,we walk around holding a worksheet.
my leg hurt again on yesterday morning.at first is hurt for a while then it was fine,then it hurt again on the bus ride back to sch...T_T
then i walked to the fernvale point 2 buy lunch,then the stall was not open. it then rain heavily.i was stuck in fernvale point cause i forgot to bring umbrella. i ran in the rain, with my hurting leg,to the LRT station....super unlucky....