this blogger got something wrong with it man.
today went back to sku to buy books. then saw miss neo on the way back. was like OMG, hi. was seriously dunno how to react. then very gang ga atmosphere between me n dad and miss neo0.0 then we were like talk very little. lolz. then later went library to borrow books. today was like spending the day reading. eyes now damn tired. haha,better than stare at space to pass time.
wa today look at A-math tb. turn over the page, ALGEBRA. OMG*fainted* OMG OMG. nevermind, i will force myself to LOVE u, algebra, HEHEHEHE.

If only all was painted with colours. ;

If only all was painted with colours. ;

If only all was painted with colours. ;

i finally wear contact lens. feel so weird now. going to wear it for 3days, while waiting for my spec to be ready. today i went to check my eyes. then the doc say my right eye has worsen. now 450 le...so sad:( . then she went on talking bout wearing contact lens as back up. i spent bout 10min learning how to wear and take out. i was like trying to put then lens in and my eye keep on blinking. so difficult sia. then take out even worse. my fingers can pinch the len but cannot pull it out. after a few tries then finally can do it. haiz,i prefer my old spec....but now it is with the doc.... dont expect me to look great in my contact lens. my face is big and round and last time at least got my spec to cover it. now, i look so weird sia... haha,maybe i'll get a new hair style to hide my face.

If only all was painted with colours. ;

hi~~~ i was so lazy lately so never post. haha,cause holiday wat. so...the usual thing. sleep very late, woke up at noon, eat a lot, move little. omg,i'm turning into a pig....am going to force myself to complete the song"lavender love". the chorus haven't complete. so lazy lately...then basically nothing much to do. nothing much to watch on tv. SIANZ LAH. but then if i say very sianz tyrone will say go study lah, just like on msn and on yulong blog. haha,yulong was very sain so he post it on his blog. then tyrone saw it , he tagged him to go study now. haiz, so sian....
then yesterday went out with vivien. we go plaza sing(haha,again). then we spend less than $5 per person, cause we were busy talking and forget to look around for nice things, haha. then was still trying to get the soft toy in the arcade. haiz still cannot. one day i will get it. soft toy,u wait, one day i will catch u,muahahaha. haha,sound so evil. but i will find someday to go there and try my luck. haha.

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hello guys~ i have recover~ dun worry le, okay?~ many many thanks to the middles and seniors who sms me or msn me to cheer up:) i am really grateful:) big thanks to zm,who surprisingly sms me to tell me to look on the bright side, elena,hillary,amanda who called me,tyrone,who keep telling me to appeal and help me until 12am last night and many many many more. haha, thanks a lot for u all's concern and i will stay strong and face the fate no matter what the result is. because this is NG JIA QI!!!!!!!!

this failure is a great blow to me and i'll always remember it as a lesson learn.

If only all was painted with colours. ;

when i need u, u weren't there. maybe is just because u don't know how i feel.

If only all was painted with colours. ;

If only all was painted with colours. ;

today is one of the best days in my life!!!!! lets start with my morning.
i was like so nervous. cause i've ask mr teo whether i can go on the sci trip or not, and he did not reply. then decide to find him in school. take lrt with grace and elena. was like so crazy and joke a lot. was like so relieve when i saw miss lee in school. then i called mr tang and finally, i can go for the sci trip and somemore band in the afternoon! think, sci trip + band,wonderful!!!! then saw the middles in the canteen. then mr tan came top scold the people in canteen for making so much noise-.- then on the bus yu long was like so purposely lor. his legs so long until can kick mine. then the tyrone keep doing the auntie lucy head. eww. haha. had a funny lesson on light. the teacher damn childish. haha. then we somehow got lost with tyrone and lester. we walk around, touch the things, take pictures. then i was like keep on screaming,half is pp trying to scare me and half is i dunno how, scare myself. and i was so hyper today. then we gather and mr teo treat us ice-cream~~haha,he spend a lot money on treating us. then me and yun bought take-aways from MacDonald. haha,so good. we don't need to eat food from koufu(because i have band after that trip)

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i tell you, holidays are the worst. they are so boring until u start to look forward to school. life had being so sian for me. i either watch tv, go online, supervising my sis cause she got exams, nothing. also cannot go out because have to supervise my sis. then so sian.... i was so bored last night as i couldn't sleep that i went to play the keyboard. i played the songs that we learned in primary school. luckily no one complain. then today have to set an english paper for jane. so sian. then i want to write the chapter 2 for my novel also no mood. then want to compose song also too lazy. arhhh!!!!! wat a lazy bum i am.....i am so bored!!!!!!!!!!! then go online also nothing to do. either chat with tyrone,hillary,yu long, then update middle group blog, play facebook, then nothing to do.

If only all was painted with colours. ;

today is a very emotional day. it is the officially ending of sec2 life, separation of 2E1.
we first took lots of photos during HE period. then during the last period,suddenly got fire drill. was like sitting on field,under the hot hot sun. -.- the when we went back, mr teo shows us videos and ask us to close eyes to think bout the happy memories. i was close to tears, then when mr teo cry, the tears just flow out. was busy wiping my tears. i was really sad. as next year,we all will not be sitting together. the people sitting next,behind,infront will not be the same. i cant talk to adilah bout how boring the morning assembly is anymore in the morning. cant hear yi hong funny talk back to nicole. in class,lessons wont be same as there will not be jon and nicholas and andrew there to talk to. there will not be nicholas there to pull my hair. no jon to tell silly jokes. no more bullying jon with jia min. no more funny andrew. all no more. and worse still, mr teo is going to leave pei hwa next year. next time wanna talk to him also cannot. will miss this funny childish teacher(he is really childish). i WILL miss every1, from adrielle to jia min, from jia teng to tian wei. EVERYONE.
2E1 may be separate, but it live in our hearts forever!

黑糖秀:
敞开心胸去追寻快乐的出口
别怕寂寞因为有我们在背后
假如以后我们全都各奔西东
要永远记住最初的梦
嘿yo yo 第一堂课坐好跟老师say yo
第二堂课早就趴下去找周公
第三堂课黑糖点心已经空空
第四堂课篮球不再受控
第五堂课跟着音乐老师唱do
第六堂课实验失败难过
第七堂课书包收好准备go homeboys and girls just want to show
桌上的镜子反射看到后座的猪头
自认为帅气幽默情场高手
但心里居然对他产生悸动
这感觉该怎么形容
坐在教室里眼神放空等着下课钟
黑板上写的知识都没搞懂
受够女孩们的大小姐举动
过份无理超难沟通
化妆包的世界只有美丽的人才懂
色彩的节奏一切由我主控
缤纷的感动烙印在我心中
只希望你注意到我
书包的课本永远都比漫画少得多
手里的电动好像从没停过
丘比特告诉我其实她不错
别让她默默的错过
心情总有down的时候想找人诉说
没有抱怨没有等候是你给我的承诺

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today was tiring...walk around under the hot sun. so sian. then band play pei hwa old school song,which sound really weird. how do they sing??? still cant get my pitches right:( gonna try try try try try. haha. then 'fight' with juniors. damn funny. we trying to show each other the loser sign and see who last to the end. pretty childish. lolz. haha.
finish making little letters for 2E1^-^

If only all was painted with colours. ;

If only all was painted with colours. ;

i am so mad,so angry. mum is having 1 of her,dunno how to say, 1 of the time when her mental illness act up? first she start with telling me that my gran took her magazine. i quarrel with her,i told her that i'll be searching for it after dinner(cant i just have my dinner in peace?) then i found it under the table,she say i purposely put it there to start a quarrel so that my dad will record it down. WTF, my dad is at work how can he record it down, and she should look there at first. then i called her bitch in the middle of the quarrel. why, i was angry and that word came out of my mouth without knowing. elena, i know u'll be shaking ur head now but i really dun regard her as my mum. u may be saying how much she took care of me in the past few years. but i can tell u,she didn't. not because she dun want, it just that she is too busy with work and fighting with dad. all she did is torture us with her talking bout how my dad torture her(which is not true). i hate her,to the core. she dun fit to be my mother. for all this years,i had been worrying bout my family been tortured under her.
how i miss when i was young, when she was perfectly well, no mentally illness. we 1 family will always go out together,so happily. it all destroyed few years ago.
now my gran and mum is quarrelling. she is throwing sofa cushions around just to look for a newspaper which she believe that my gran hid it. i'm crying as i typed this out. can u imagine me alone,suffering,yet have to protect my family. stop it, u bitch. how i wish i could made myself disappear now??????????? shut up bitch....pls....pls...i feel like killing myself.

If only all was painted with colours. ;

i wish i can read ur mind...i wish i can clear the mist between us.....i wish u will know....

bbbbbooooohhhhhhhoooooooo~~~~ i feel like crying sia. i hate u.

If only all was painted with colours. ;